The "Thought" thread

*Long time no see EHQ. I haven't been on in so long...ah good memories. I talked to peter today, that is nice. sigh homecoming is coming up at least I have my dress and stuff. But I can't help but feel a little bad about the whole Tyler situation. They say he's ok but how come he is avoiding me...I should have never said that I knew he liked me. Honestly, what is it with me and tylers? I'm still not over tyler griffin, but yet you give goldfinch hope. WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?!?! Oi vey...and I'm going to wear that dress too. I'm sure he'll think I like him, gah...he might not tyler is a good guy. Why can't edward just come out of twilight and save me already? Grr, I can't wait until I'm 17...Oooh intense on george lopez. I've never seen this episode hehehe. Poor poor angie, how did she settle for George? Silly george..sigh. He still hasn't texted me back. This is what happens when you get involed with guys, even if they are just friends. Le gasp! Tyler goldfinch is my Mike Newton!!! Sweet, kinda cute, emulates edward with little success..it's perfect! OMG!!! And tyler griffin is an atheist, an exception to his family with his beliefs...kinda like edward. OH. MY. GAWD. MY LIFE IS TWILIGHT!!! YAY I HAVE A REASON TO LIVE!! Only 3 more years...and I have a jealous friend...Kayla is Jessica!! And a quiet sweet one...lauryn...AAAAH! HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY!!*

*wow your life is like Twililight

*wow*

*Hehehe I'm a silly one. I love evanescence, this was the song song Kayla was listening to on her Mp3...I forgot the name...oh ya, Taking Over Me! Memories...so sweet...*

*I can't believe I finally did it! I know I'm a dork and I'm pretty sure people know that, but I'm so proud of myself! Go ahead and ask me what I'm excited about!*

*what are you excited about*

*Okay, this probably sounds really stupid, but I got to to talk to the guy I like yesterday. I don't really talk to him much and I'm not going to go out of my way just to say hi. I mean I like him, but I'd rather be friends than anything else. I like him because he's totally cool and really fun to be around and I like him, but I'd rather we just be friends. I wouldn't want to risk anything if we could just be friends. That's what I'm soo excited about. I feel like a dork telling people I don't even know, but who cares. I wouldn't go out with him even if he asked me, just so you know. I mean, just because I don't date doesn't mean I'm not going to like a particular guy. Anyways, I would much rather just be friends with him.*

*actually to me that doesn't sound dorky (Though im pretty dorky as you'd know from dipsucast) in fact, i've often wanted to do that, but it's hard. the thing is that I'll bet if you do that he will eventually want to go out with you, I'm not saying that for sure, but that's what i'd think. I see why your happy though, I'm SO bad at talking to anyone in RL omg! I actually will say that therre's this girl that i want to ask out, but when ever i've had the chance so far, i haven't really been able to talk, but this is kinda off the original point in this post, so....*

*Good job emily! it takes guts talknig to guys when you aren't familiar with them. Me, I'm like one of the boys I fit in pretty well actually. Hehehe homecoming is tomorrow so excited! I get to wear my dress even though it's rather frilly for me, but still! yay for estonia! I can't beleive our theme is the olympics it's pathetic. why could'nt we have the generic under the sea, or the classic hollywoodcrest? Hehehe I could have been Kristen Stewart..oh well prehaps next year. I wish my ear would stop hurting, I feel like someone has driven a knife into it. And yet mom still won't take me to the doctor, oy...*

*Thanks Sam. I just, I'm not talented with talking to guys. It's funny when I do, though. Tom, I don't think the guy will like me, but I don't know, I'm not him. I would rather he didn't, though. That's just me. I'm weird. People should already know that by now. *

*uh yeah jk totally*

*lol yeah jk im weird too though*

*your very weird epecially on your show*

*Oh, I feel like a complete dork. I'm oh so inconspicuous. yeah, just great! I can't pretend if it's for my life. Ha! I probably couldn't ever be an actress. Whatever, I don't plan to do that anyways. I hope he doesn't think I'm a freak. He's just really cool and I feel like now that he realizes it he's treating me a little different. How can I be so stupid sometimes? Arg! And no, I'm not a pirate if that's what you're thinking.*

*lol*

*Yes. My thought are just hilarious.*

*very they are so hilarious*

*I am tired, but I'm not feeling bad. I've had a rough week of school and my dad just knocked over my experiment in the fridge. That was fun cleaning it up. I'm glad it wasn't the control or anything because I'm growing pathogens. That would have been really bad.*

*wow, that would have been bad!*

*So much has happened lately. I don't have any crushes and I feel amazing. I realized that Jesus is enough for me in every way. It's the coolest thing! I've learned so much and now I can totally be myself because I don't feel like I have to impress anyone. Peoples, you should try it!*

EmilyNowell wrote:

*So much has happened lately. I don't have any crushes and I feel amazing. I realized that Jesus is enough for me in every way. It's the coolest thing! I've learned so much and now I can totally be myself because I don't feel like I have to impress anyone. Peoples, you should try it!*

*I don't feel like I need to impress anyone, but I do actually have a crush, that's a diff story.*

*I don't either, but for me at least, you feel like "what if I do something and he thinks I'm weird?" and stuff like that, but now it's no big deal if I look like a dork or fall down a flight of stairs or run into a wall. It won't be embarrassing. I do it all the time anyways, so yeah.

I am so sore. I went to the gym and worked out with one of my friends and her mom. My friend's mom used to be a body builder and she had us do everything. I enjoyed it until I woke up the next morning. I went Tuesday and I'm going again today. Around my ribs and the outside of my thighs hurt. Especially when I'm sitting for awhile and then I get up.*

*well, for me, it's kinda like that, but I try not to think about it and hen it's easier*

*Yeah. I love being totally able to focus on other things. I mean it's not that I couldn't stop liking the guy, but I just have the opportunity to get to know him know and have a chill friendship with him. He def won't be like a really good friend, but we'll be able to just say hey and talk a little. That's exactly what I want because the guy id just really cool. (Cool, not as in popular, but personality wise.)

whats the guys name