The "Thought" thread

Phantasea wrote:

*heheheh I am so happy!! I'm not gonna say but I AM HAPPY!! Ara is happy..Ooh I can't wait until tomorrow hehehe Shade makes me happy..fighting makes me happy, Nyna did kick @$$ lol I AM HAPPPY!!!! HEHEHEHEHE <3 *

that is a little bit freaky

*not compared to her other thoughts,*

*you got that right tombom*

*my thoughts are pretty crazy most of the time, I just would like to post them, but I usually can't word them right...* *hmm... It's 10:07... it's weird, last year that seemed SO LATE, but it's like 2 hours before I usually go to bed now... I will probably go to sleep at like 4 tonight... weel, whatever, MAN! I am still feeling really bad, but worse, it's jus like before, but worse than usual, it seems to just get worse, I don't think ive ever been feeling good since a while ago, OMG! that was almost a month ago, time is going to fast! This is SO weird, well, I hope that i feel better with the new year, or at least feel a little happier... I still wonder why this is happening, it seems worse than just growing up, it could be, I have no idea! whatever it is, I HATE IT!!!!!*

*My friend honestly thinks she is going to hook me up with a guy from her high school. I doubt it. Definately since I don't date. At least not for awhile. She made that one of her New Year's resolutions, but I think she was joking. I can never tell with her. Anyways, I just can't understand why almost everybody thinks they need to be in a relationship right now. Even my friends. I have weird friends. At one time one of my friends pretty much just had a "make out buddy". That's stupid, stupid, stupid. I have some pretty weird friends. I'm a bit odd myself, but not much.*

I wonder how my other thought are odd..? Hmm...I haven't been on in a while...I need to get on more often..gah, gotta go!*

Is it just me or is that slightly ironic.

*hums happily*

*Why in the world is Zeb humming happily? That erks me. What could he be doing or thinking that is making him so giddy? AGG!*

*mby he is getting the evidance ready *

*Hmmm perhaps tom. I wonder why this is ironuic..is it because everyone's thoughts are so large and mine was small that time? I don't know...blech...Wow, not much is on my mind. I'm so hapyp I found my diary!! Now I can vent all I want without a care in the world, thanks to that contract...hhhm I know I should be doing homework, but I don't want to!! Darn spanish..hmm why is there an ink cartridge on the desk? Did mom forget to throw it away? I wonder if we can get it refilled hmm...I'm glad I had my binder pictures printed out, since we are out of ink. My favorite picture is the one of amy lee like an angel. She looks kinda vampish tis awesome..but Evanescence is always awesome!! I don't understand why so many guys don't like Evvy...*

*darn, that is a lot of posts on that account sam, hav't you pmed/emailed matt? I know how to fix it if I could get into the admin. Oh well, htat one seems to work..................... it's weird, this thread has really developed,, it used to be just random stuff, now it's more 'full' thoughts. Man, it's getting a little late, I haven't slept more than 5 hours a night this week, I'm not tired, or mby it's just I'm not thinking about it. I have really wanted a iPod case, SUCKS the dont have any good ones for this kind! I sometimes can imagine how happy people can be, even i get happy, but it doesn't seem to be the same, whatever. man, these thoughs are really drifting, I love that song by relient k, wow it's really good, what's it called againn? ooh yeah, man, I still can't remember.... wow, another nice post here, man, it's now time to pretend to go to bed, then start listening to my iPod, goodnight*

*Thoughts really drift a lot, don't they. I can't wait for my sis's birthday. We are going sking for it and we get to bring some freinds. I can't wait for mine either, I'm going paintballing. I wonder what i'll get for my birthday. Hmm.. I hope i get the other two spyro games, "A New Begining" and "Dawn Of The Dagon". They are really cool games. OOH. My sis is making CAKE. I like cake. Yummy cake. I like cider, too. At new years i had one whole bottle of sparkling cider, a Dr. pepper, and a mountian dew before i went to a party. Then when i got there i had an energy drink. MAN, was i hyper! Hehe!*

*I need to think more*

*I have a cool avatar. I got new shoes. I probably think way more than this, but I cant write it down fast enough.*

*LOL! i just did my longest thought post there, last post by me in this threade*

Maybe I think a LOT, I just don't realize that I thought.

*I don't know how I'm going to tell everyone on the forum the news. It will be really hard and I don't know how I'll do it. There will probably be people that will get really irked, but I hope they don't. He better PM me really quickly. I need his reply. I need to change the sheets on my bed. They have a slight cigarette smell from when my friend slept over. Why does her mom smoke? It makes her clothes smell and anything she lays on. It makes everything smell gross. I've had so much going on. Yesterday I just broke down. I hate being an Army brat when it comes to moving. It has never been as hard as it is now. We still aren't moving for six months, but that doesn't change the fact we're moving. I know I should enjoy everything while I'm still living here, but I just can't. I don't even know where I am going to be living in 1 and a half years. That's pretty sad and discouraging.*

EmilyNowell wrote:

*I don't know how I'm going to tell everyone on the forum the news. It will be really hard and I don't know how I'll do it. There will probably be people that will get really irked, but I hope they don't. He better PM me really quickly. I need his reply.

*I just replied. I'm so sorry that I said what I said Saturday now... ugh, I'm such an idiot... well, whatever she choses to do about it, I hope it's all okay. I hope I replied fast enough.... probably not. And she doesn't need to worry about it too much.... no one would think any less of her if she did it, at least I doubt anyone would... though, in some ways it is rather flattering.... hm.... I hope she replies soon. :/ *

*Zeb doesn't need to be that sorry. It was just constructive critisim. It helped with my writing. It really did. He replied fast enough and I know everything will work out. Thanks to someone special. You know who you are. You challenged my and helped me see things from different perspectives and hearing from you is always good.*

*I am sure that whoever you were directing that comment to is very honored. If I were him I'd say that this truly has been my pleasure. And, even if I always appeared cool and composed, I found myself scrambling for a decent response at times... though, of course I'm probably not that person so why am I even thinking all this? *

EmilyNowell wrote:

*I don't know how I'm going to tell everyone on the forum the news. It will be really hard and I don't know how I'll do it. There will probably be people that will get really irked, but I hope they don't. He better PM me really quickly. I need his reply. I need to change the sheets on my bed. They have a slight cigarette smell from when my friend slept over. Why does her mom smoke? It makes her clothes smell and anything she lays on. It makes everything smell gross. I've had so much going on. Yesterday I just broke down. I hate being an Army brat when it comes to moving. It has never been as hard as it is now. We still aren't moving for six months, but that doesn't change the fact we're moving. I know I should enjoy everything while I'm still living here, but I just can't. I don't even know where I am going to be living in 1 and a half years. That's pretty sad and discouraging.*

*Oh, wow I can SO relate to that OMG! I thought we wouild need to move to arkansas (sp?) and it was HORRIBLE, then 6 months later, we didn't, but now we have no idea! AOIEWRU BWUIVYB $O%#*(B& $O*UIYFDBS IOUFYCIUohoihuoij (ok, that is random, but basically, that's my thoughts right at the moment) I HATE moving, I had so move to prinston for almost a year, AOIRH JP(WS*ERU CB()*{~~~~~~~~~!*

*Try moving 9 times in your short 14 years sometime. I don't hate it, but it really bums you out.*

EmilyNowell wrote:

*Try moving 9 times in your short 14 years sometime. I don't hate it, but it really bums you out.*

Yeah, I do know what you mean. I've only moved like 4 times in almost 13 years, it's very hard.*

*It is hard, especially once you've gotten to know people and make good friends. Where I'm living right now is actually the place I've been the longest. I have been in Georgia for 3 and a half years and it will be a total of 4 before we move again. I have never in my life lived somewhere for more than 4 years.*